Category: Attachment

Surrender

Surrender Grasping.  I recognize it is what I do when it feels like I am just wandering, ungrounded. It’s like slowly melting down a hole while trying to hold on or grab whatever you can off of the slippery sides. And now, I’m back in

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Energy Leaks

Energy Leaks It feels so easy to coach everyone else. In speaking with people, it is so obvious to me where someone’s blocks are, where they are going “wrong” in their lives, decisions & businesses, & what they need to do to get the results

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Sovereignty

Sovereignty This word had come up for me a few times over the course of this journey. At forest dance it was the theme of day 2. Sovereignty is not a word I am completely aware of. For me I remember it in relation to

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Ownership

Mar. 26 – Journal Entry OWNERSHIP Up until recently, every relationship I have been in has been about ownership. Being together means property. This means I get to tell you what to do and I have to listen or not, to what you tell me

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Retreat Ponderings

March 24 Journal Entry Thoughts while spending contemplation time during the retreat. For the last few years I have been super into manifesting and finding clarity around what one wants in order to attain it. More recently I made a list about what/who I want

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Best Date Ever

Today fate put me in a car from the farm to Jaco to meet my babies with yet another interesting and beautiful creature so full of lessons. My drive to Jaco with Pat was yet another, super clear sign from the universe. The farm was

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Oh My God!!!!

Oh My God Today I arrived on the farm. I did not expect this. I was shown to my abode and there were no fucking walls. Open air to the mother fucking jungle. No net on my bed. Listen… 4 weeks ago I had eyelash

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Funny How Things Go…

Funny how things go… Envision Yoga Festival was the first plan I made post decision to sell everything I own after a Clarity Breathwork Session. Kylie Judge & Leah Barsher ran a special session for my clients and invited me to join them at Envision & Forest Dance here

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Aya Camp Entry #7?

Ceremony #7 A perfect end. After the usual terrifying piece, all calmed. I built a world under blankets and felt all the sensations – Visual, auditory & physical. Overwhelming sensations. Why does it have to be so terrible? I talk myself through it. What comes

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